8.21.2006
this way.. >.<
Love be still
Love be sweet
Don't you dare
Change a thing
I want to photograph you with my mind
To feel how I feel now all the time ..
I get afraid
Don't think ahead
Let's just stay
This way in bed
Feels so good inside your arms
Home is everywhere that you are..
Say that you'll stay
Forever this way
Forever and forever
That we'll never have to change..
We'll always be
This kind, this sweet
This good to me
Promise me
You'll always be..
Don't move
Don't breathe
Don't change
Don't leave
Promise me
That you'll stay..
charmed16 @ 8.21.2006 08:10 pm
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8.19.2006
hmpf.. T.T
"ayoko na..." i think i've heard this more than
ten thousand times over the past weeks... i've always thought that i could
handle the obstacles in my life on my own as long as long as i have God by my
side... maybe i actually could, but i guess the saying that no man is an island
didn't just come up for no reason at all.. i don't know if it's just me or the
college set-up, which is responsible for how my life is going right now, but i
think it's useless to even figure that out.. when i was in high school, i
anticipated more difficult trials to cross my path.. i believed that i would be
able to surpass them.. but now, it's as if there's no longer hope for anything
that the only way to get over things is to give up..
i think it sucks to always have to make it seem that things
are going really well..
i think it sucks to have to pretend to be so strong..
i think it sucks to have to turn every mishap into a joke..
i think it sucks to have to live up to an image with fear
that going against the way one should be acting, will cause others to generate
negative judgements, and thus bring more chaos in a person's life..
i think it sucks that people are so restrained to express
how they really feel because of never ending set backs..
i think it sucks to have to give up the things that could
make a person happy for the other more important things that one is expected to
accomplish..
i think it sucks that no matter how much effort a person
puts into a task, there will also be a possibility that failure will dawn on it
as if the situation is trying to imply incapability of achieving one's goal..
i think it sucks that there are so many things to
accomplished at a very limited amount of time..
life in itself is tiring. nevertheless, there will always be
a brighter side of life which each one is bound to discover- probably not now
or in the near future, but definitely at the right time. you don't really have
to look for it though, you just have to see it. i don't just speak for myself
because i've witnessed so many people in pain and in distress over the past few
weeks. frankly, it hurts to see people in sorrow especially if you care a lot
about them. it hurts even more when you find yourself helpless that even though
you want to help a person you just can't find a solution to their problems...
-=fairy tales aren't just about meeting your prince, they're
about fulfilling your dreams=-
charmed16 @ 8.19.2006 07:52 am
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8.10.2006
senti.. ^,^
*wahehe.. kasama daw ung song na to sa dawson's creek 2nd OST.. la lng.. ancute.. haha..
I Love You
Lovi
I wanna know
If what you said is true
When you said to me
I love you
I wanna know
If i heard it right
What you told me that night
Cos i do too
I love you
Chorus:
Oh i've been hurt so many times
I've been told a thousand lines
This time i wanna be sure
Don't wanna cry anymore
You and i know
That we should take our time
But my heart is crossing the line
Cos i love you
Repeat chorus
And if your world starts falling apart
Know that i'll be around
To pick up the pieces with you
Cos i love you
Oh you've been hurt so many times
You've been told a thousand lines
This time i gotta be sure
Don't wanna see you cry anymore
I want you to know
That what i'm saying is true
And i'll say it over and over again
I love you
I love you...
charmed16 @ 8.10.2006 10:37 pm
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8.9.2006
aw.. sweet.. ^,^
Find a partner, who calls you beautiful instead of hot...
Who calls you cute instead of fat..
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for that person who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much that person cares
about you and how lucky she/he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her/him."
Who waits for you even for long hours..
Who takes care of you no matter what..
A person who is willing to risk everything just to be with you..
A person that will spend a whole day or days just to see you
smile..
A person that will be proud to brag things about you..
A person willing to let you meet his/her family..
Who will keep you smiling for the rest of the day..
Who will help you carry your burdens..
Who smiles when he/she always hear you burp..
Or even fart....
Who sometimes removes your shoes and socks even for the longest time that you have worn it..
Who is willing to eat your left overs if your already full..
Who is willing to see the worst side of you..
And for the person that can tell infront of you that he/she LOVES YOU (even if you have a booger peeping)
For those who currently have partners and love ones, don't forget to kiss and hug them before you sleep or let him/her go home..
And the most important thing is.. whisper to his/her ear...
...I LOVE YOU
charmed16 @ 8.9.2006 11:28 pm
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8.4.2006
back to being bookworm..
One of my fave pastimes is reading.. Yes, i do read a lot... if I have spare time.. hehe.. and now, i'm into reading again.. i like mostly romance novels.. call me a hopeless romantic.. 
Last night I was reading Nicholas Sparks's The Notebook. Though I have exam the next day, I slept late just to finish it. haha.. I've already watched the movie,but I prefer to read the book itself since a lot said that it's better when you've read it. True enough. A lot of good scenes in the book was not shown in the movie kasi.. I was so amazed with the story and how i wish my love story's like this one. haha.. if i can read this a hundred times, i would. coz i find it moving and can really touch your heart. a lot of quotable quotes are there too. so for those guys who want to impress your girls, you better read this one.. hehe.. 
"i am who i am becoz of you. You are every reason, evry hope, and every dream i've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, every day we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. And you will always be mine.."
"poets often describe luv as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you , and i doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. but once we met it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. we fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. for me, love like that has happened only once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. i'll never forget a single moment of it.."
"i ne'er was struck before that hour
with love so sudden and so sweet..
her face it bloomed like a sweet flower
and stole my heart away complete.."
"i kept asking myself what i really wanted in my life. And do you know what the answer was?... I want you.."
"Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.."
"i am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.."
"That's my sweetheart in there. Wherever she is, that's where my home is.."
"I could be fun, if you want. I could be pensive, uhh... smart, supersticious, brave? And I, uhh, I can be light on my feet. I could be whatever you want. You just tell me what you want, and I'm gonna be that for you."
"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hope to give to you forever."
charmed16 @ 8.4.2006 02:09 pm
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7.31.2006
hiatus mode..
hai.. sobrang busy kc sa skul, dami kelangan gawin at halos sunud sunod ang mga exams.. keia minsan nlng aq magpost ng mga matitinong entry.. haha.. =D
aun..
anyway, antAgAL ko nang mei muLtipLy account pero ngaun q lng xa nalagyan ng laman.. hehe.. nakakatuwa..
biSitahin niu nman, kung mei time kau:
nAem's worLd...
cge, ciao!..
have a nice day everyday seniong lahat..

charmed16 @ 7.31.2006 09:50 pm
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7.30.2006
who am i?..
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

my churchmates.. my family..
charmed16 @ 7.30.2006 09:17 am
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7.27.2006
a SouLfuL ReLaTionShip
A Soulful Relationship
By Rev. Ronald McFadden
If you're not married yet, share this with a friend. If you are married, share it with your spouse or
other married couples
and reflect on it.
An African proverb states, "Before you get married, keep both eyes open and after you marry, close one eye."
Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone,
don't let lust, desperation, immaturity, ignorance, pressure from others
or a low self-esteem, make you blind to warning signs.
Keep your eyes open, and don't fool yourself that you can change someone or that what you see as faults aren't really
important.
Once
you decide to commit to someone, over time his or her flaws,
vulnerabilities, pet peeves, and differences will become more obvious.
If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow and evolve,
you've got to learn to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you.
You and your mate have many different expectations, emotional needs, values, dreams, weaknesses,
and strengths.
You are two unique individual children of God who have decided to share a life together.
Neither of you are perfect, but are you perfect for each other?
Do you bring out the best in each other?
Do you compliment and compromise with each other,
or do you compete, compare, and control?
What do you bring to the relationship?
Do you bring past relationships, past hurt, past mistrust, past pain?
You can't take someone to the altar to alter him or her.
You can't make someone love you or make someone stay.
If you develop self-esteem, spiritual discernment, and "a life",
you won't find yourself making someone else responsible for your happiness or responsible for your pain.
Manipulation,
control, jealousy, neediness, and selfishness are not the ingredients
of a thriving, healthy, loving and lasting relationship.
Seeking status, sex, wealth, and security are the wrong reasons to be in a relationship.
What keeps a relationship strong?
Communication,
intimacy, trust, a sense of humor, sharing household tasks, some
getaway time without business or children and daily exchanges (a meal,
shared activity, a hug, a call, a touch, a note).
Leave a nice message on the voicemail or send a nice email.
Sharing common goals and interests.
Growth is important.
Grow together, not away from each other, giving each other space to grow without feeling insecure.
Allow your mate to have outside interest. You can't always be together.
Give each other a sense of belonging and assurances of commitment.
Don't try to control one another.
Learn each other's family situation.
Respect his or her parents regardless.
Don't put pressure on each other for material goods.
Remember for richer or for poorer.
If these qualities are missing, the relationship will
erode as resentment, withdrawal, abuse, neglect, dishonesty, and pain replace the passion.
The difference between "UNiTED" and "UNTiED is where you put the i.
charmed16 @ 7.27.2006 08:53 pm
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7.24.2006
tugoinks!.. ^,^
wee!.. alang pasok.. lakas ng ulan.. lameeg!.. finally, nagkaron na rin ako ng time para gumawa ng makabuluhang entry d2 sa blog.. hehe.. buti nalang natapos na ung departmental exams namin sa geol11 and chem16.. [sana pasado ako..] ahehe..
"everybody wants to be loved every once in a while"
i love...
God. family. ariston. friends. shopping. pink. pistachio ice cream. laughing. pictures. up diliman. butterflies. fruits & nut cadbury. strawberry shortcake. dark chocolates. driving. pink. oatmeal raisin cookies. mini oreo. fresh milk. listening to music. watching movies. gummybears. eating. being with the people i luuuv. smiles. my hair. internet. phone. you!
"i'll love you more than you'll ever know..."
"i will love you till they take my heart away..."
i hate...
staying under the sun. getting dark. memorizing. manual labor. it when people pretend that they know me when they actually dont- especially when they start misinterpreting my actions. furry animals. lies. barney.
charmed16 @ 7.24.2006 12:04 pm
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7.15.2006
anonymous..
Dance
like no one is watching..
Sing like no one can hear..
Laugh like no one is crying..
Dream
like now is tomorrow..
Love like you've never been hurt..
charmed16 @ 7.15.2006 06:11 pm
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